BOOK: You Loved Me At My Weakest
SERIES: Love Series (Book Two)
SERIES: Love Series (Book Two)
AUTHOR: Evie Harper
RELEASE DATE: November 24th, 2014
RELEASE DATE: November 24th, 2014
Synopsis
Emily
Broken,
used and worthless.
They
are the words that have been branded into my mind for the past five years.
Now
freed, but they stole my smile and left me with only tears.
My
dreams of the future died right before my eyes.
I'm
fighting to find my way back, but I’m too weak.
Kanye
I
won’t let her walk this road alone.
I’ll
hold on for her. The dark can’t last forever.
Her
heart beat keeps time for the rest of my life.
Our
fate will not be denied or erased.
It
will be beautiful.
“How
great your love is for me.” I whisper.
“Forever
Emmy”
Review
What a beautiful emotional story. Evie Harper yet again
delivers an outstanding story that will take you on an emotional journey. Journeys
of the struggles of surviving such horrific acts that will most definitely mess
with your mind.
Emily struggles from wanting to be happy and move on from
the past five years but not really knowing how. She’s hurt, she’s confused, and
she’s dealing with the insecurities that were embedded in her head for five
years. And I felt all those emotions with her. My heart ached with her. I felt
the anger with her for everything that she was put through. I felt the envy of
watching people around you smile and be happy and wishing you could have that.
But Emily is a fighter, she is strong and a survivor of what she went through.
Can she find that strength within herself to move on with her life?
Kayne. What can I say about Kayne? There is soooo much to be
said about him. He is the absolute perfect boyfriend. I want a Kayne! He loves Emily fierce and he refuses to allow this to tear them apart. He slowly died
every day for five years without the love of his life and now that he has her
back, he will not let her go. Kayne will completely and utterly own your heart.
There is no way you will not fall head over heels for this man. He is the most
gentle, caring, loving yet dominate and strong man.
Can Emily ever move on and live the life she deserves?
Evie Harper does an amazing job grabbing your attention and
tugging at your heart strings from page to page. I was so consumed in this
story. This is definitely not a story you want to miss. I highly recommend
reading this book. I can’t wait to read what comes next in this series.
**ARC received in exchange for an honest review
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Excerpt
Found, saved, released… freed.
Should I have a smile on my face? I should
be happy, right? I’m going home. I’m going to see my family and I’m going to be
safe from now on. No more hands touching me. No more bruises to watch fade away
from my skin.
But I’m broken, ruined, and worthless.
What can I offer them? I’m tainted. Darkness has touched me more times than I
can wrap my mind around.
This suburban family doesn’t know what
true evil is. I’ve laid beside the devil countless times and he’s turned me
black. Inside and out.
The world around me grows louder and I
come out of my thoughts, staring at the ground. I turn my head to look for
Kanye, who is standing behind me. We just stepped off the plane that brought me
home. He’s watching me, again. Each time I glimpse a look at him, my breath
catches. He hasn’t changed at all in the last five years. Still the most
handsome man I’ve ever laid eyes on. His wild, short blond hair and deep blue
eyes that tell me he’s so much more than just a pretty face; his thoughts are
always deep and meaningful. His body is still fit and muscular. My head still
only comes up to his eye level.
Shouts distract me from my examination. I
look around and find my parents sprinting toward me. Across the airstrip not
listening to any of the men screaming behind them to stop. My mother drops her
handbag, items spilling from it; however, she doesn’t stop to pick it up.
Time slows for just a moment as I watch my
parents. My mother’s short brown hair whips in the air. Her eyes wide with
tears falling. I can see one of the teardrops hit her red shirt, and there it
sits, a lone wet tear, a teardrop for me.
My father’s cheeks are puffing in and out
heavily. His arms pumping hard, I watch as each vein pops up as he pulls and
pushes his arms backwards and forwards.
I tilt my head to the side. They’re
running toward me, to embrace me. To comfort me? How long will it take them to
realize their Emily is gone. How long until they realize I’m repulsive. And I
will lose them, all over again.
I’m scared of their touch. Light, loving,
forgiving.
Oomph! They’ve crashed into me and time sets back
to present and harsh reality.
My dad picks me up, circles his arms
around my body, and cries into my neck. My mother hugs me from behind. I feel
her tears soaking through my shirt.
I’m scared. My chest feels heavy. My heart
begins to swell. It expands and the ice around my heart starts cracking,
breaking off in tiny pieces.
My mother’s sobs turn into screams at my
back and larger pieces of ice break off. I’m left with just a swollen heart,
who just let everything in. Pain, suffering, torment, relief, love. I can feel
it all and it’s too much. But I can’t turn it off.
My chest starts heaving, but my mouth
refuses to open and let out the cries that are now clawing at my lips to let
them have a voice. A voice… they’ve never had a voice. Someone who cared what
they cried, someone who would fix the hurt they were feeling.
It’s happening. My body melts into my
father’s. My eyes sting and blur. Slowly, I open my mouth and there they are.
The cries. They’ve gone ignored and unwanted for so long. They are mine. My
cries of pain, torment and my relief.
My father jolts at the agonizing sound
that’s ripped from my throat. My mother stands back and repeats my name on a
whisper.
Hands wrap around me from behind and I
know whose they are. The one person who at this moment is going to send me over
the edge. Kanye.
I fall into him, his warmth, and strong
arms. We collapse to the ground and he holds me to him. My head to his neck and
his hand under my knees.
Kanye repeats on a whisper while rocking
us on the ground, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
I continue to let my precious cries go,
while the man I love and the man I cried out for so often apologizes for the
pain he didn’t inflict. Pain I can see he has inflicted on himself.
I’m letting my pain go and sharing it with
the world. Now everyone around me knows just how much agony I’m in. And they’re
listening; they will try to help. They can’t. But at least someone cares.
That’s all I ever wanted.
Teasers
About Evie Harper
Evie
is an Australian author whose passion for reading lead her into writing. Evie
spends her days writing angsty, heart breaking love stories and creating
happily ever afters. When Evie isn’t writing you can find her reading or
spending time with her husband and two children.
Books By Evie Harper
YOU LOVED ME SERIES
Book #1 - You Loved Me At My Darkest
SYNOPSIS
Lily
Ripped from Heaven, Burned in Hell.
Caught and caged in beauty.
Beauty comes at a cost.
One man holds the key to our survival, to our freedom.
Find out how I lived and lost the greatest thing on earth.
Love.
Jake
I didn't see her coming and that will be my downfall.
She will ruin me, take everything from me, and give me everything I can't have.
I can't help her. I won't.
She is innocence. She is strength.
She is my piece of heaven in hell.
I’m not letting her go.
Ripped from Heaven, Burned in Hell.
Caught and caged in beauty.
Beauty comes at a cost.
One man holds the key to our survival, to our freedom.
Find out how I lived and lost the greatest thing on earth.
Love.
Jake
I didn't see her coming and that will be my downfall.
She will ruin me, take everything from me, and give me everything I can't have.
I can't help her. I won't.
She is innocence. She is strength.
She is my piece of heaven in hell.
I’m not letting her go.
Book #3 - You Loved Me At My Ugliest – Out mid 2015:
PORTLAND STREET KINGS SERIES
Book #1 - Collision (Street Kings) – Out early 2015
SYNOPSIS
Unwanted or left alone in the world, it didn’t
matter.
We were put in the system and then handed over
to monsters.
We ran away and grew up on the streets.
The streets became our home.
We grew up the hard way, learning that every mistake had a consequence.
Now we make the laws and we live or die by them.
There is no greater authority in this city than The Portland Street Kings. It is kill or be killed in our world.
Don't take a step in unless you’re sure you can survive.
We are The Portland Kings, you threaten our family and we will show you no mercy.
We ran away and grew up on the streets.
The streets became our home.
We grew up the hard way, learning that every mistake had a consequence.
Now we make the laws and we live or die by them.
There is no greater authority in this city than The Portland Street Kings. It is kill or be killed in our world.
Don't take a step in unless you’re sure you can survive.
We are The Portland Kings, you threaten our family and we will show you no mercy.
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